Okay, so I knew that U hated me alrdy. So thanks for the info. But now, what's up with messaging me everyday when U used to say that U need your own fucking space? Tell me, who is saying it but didn't meant what the person said? Isn't it irony for U to do things that U are not supposed to do? Or are U telling me that it's ok for u but not for me to do it? Tell me, are u trying to fool me or is this some game u are playing to me? Is it like a test for me to actually stay away from U even though U are the one doing it? Well, whatever it is, it's wasting my time even if this doesn't waste ur time. I don't care if this waste your time! But I care abt mine!
I know, it's crap to really think this is a big matter. I don't mind,really. But after what U mentioned to me, and when U did the things U said U never do, U are making me confused. U may not be confused, but I do. But then, come to think back, since U hated me and it doesn't really matter to me, i don't wish to bother anyways. :) Cause it will be like caring for someone who hates me. U know, like, U love your own enemy even though U have nothing to love since U hate everythng abt the person. What is the outcome when it comes to that kind of social is that? Well, I say that piece of crap is pointless.
With the way U say u hated me, i know that it's the truth cause when a man is angry, it vents out every fact that has been bottled inside until the man is satisfied. And every fact it's being said has always been the truth. Cause it's been said by the words from the heart and less of the brain. Well, I know I made my mistakes of repeating things that U don't like me to do/say. But come to think of it, life doesn't come with your rules or instructions for me to follow. So basically, i do what i wanna do as long as i know my limits. If U not happy, leave. No need reasons or fights or arguments to make towards me! What's the point of arguing again and again, when U can actually just give up and leave?!? Tell me a thousand reasons of not leaving me instead of argue with me about something that I did wrong towards U. I didn't say or promise to U that I don't do any wrong or hurt U. And that doesn't mean that I have ulterior motives of hurting U!
Some say, by using the newton's law, that opposite always attracts to each other. That won't do. I don't know, it seems impossible to me.
Maybe for now it does cause I am still waiting for my future boyfriend/fiance/husband. hmms. Whatever it is, I won't stop pray for my lovelife.
