Time flies
tooo fast! Exam grades are out! And although I didn't made much improvement,I guess
im glad that
Ipassed everythg.
Pharm spoils my whole grading range! I got D+ for it. But thankfully I passed as I
thot that I would fail that mod as I knew I didn't really do well.
Hehe..
Another good news is that I am still in the same class with my classmates (i think). Tho there are rumors saying that some of us would be change to new class. Pretty sad life. tsk. Well,gonna focus now to my work,family and also this 'holiday cum study trip' thingy.
Now im left with a week of work before I go to Shan Xi for 3 weeks. It seems like I will be not active in any social networks as they banned those sites! Sheesh, why China like that one!! Hence i won't bring lappy along. I hope i can survive the green side of their life and culture. Something new I am looking into. =) I will pray that my family will stay strong and will be protected by Allah 24/7. InsyaAllah.
Recently, went out with the NSman. We had dinner together at Lot1,well he randomly wanna meet up, so just meet lor. What I observed abt him,he was abit picky when it comes to food. We wondering arnd looking for good food. But most of the shops were full house and the last resort for him was the Foodculture. After that, we go for a walk at outside as I was actually friggin' cold. I was being bullied by him most of the time. I can't get angry at him by any minute. He sent me off till teck whye as I don't wanna get caught red handed and also bcoz he was damn tired. Awww. Hahaha. There was this sudden confession he talked abt along the way. He loved to play guessing games which I really hate it.
Soon, I actually found out that he is still in a relationship. I was pretty shock as he keep this kind of secret from me. I just couldn't have the heart of knowing that he would do this kind to his gf. I really hoped he did tell his gf abt this even before I friend with him. Because I didn't wanna be a 'boyfriend stealer' if there are misunderstanding among them. And I don't wish to be a third party. It sound just so creepy. I am lucky to find out now. The sooner the better. It save more troubles for myself and their relationship. Geez. However, Im just disappointed with how he treats me. I mean, the way he treated me is like as if he is not in a relationship kind of person. I thot that is the reason why we are contacting w each other. I dont wish to know why he did this way towards his own gf. I'm just disappointed w him as he didn't clarify things like this to me in the first hand.
Since I know abt this, I shall set my limits. In the long run, the friendship might be over if he still treats me too nice. I know, I don't mind being friend with guys in relationship, but I just don't want any misunderstanding with his lover even tho me n him did nothing wrong other than just joking arnd. And what would others might say if they see me hanging arnd w their own man? Don't that look like I'm snatching someones property? Love doesn't come with sharing when it comes to their own lover. It's ok w me if he wanna be friends. As long as he knows the limits I have. =)