well, holiday is coming!! As soon as my work end officially at 9pm, I'm freee baby!! hahaha.
Somehow, I a glad that I am moving on. And always looking forward to new things in life. I know, he won't ever come back in a while. but surely or maybe not, he might be back. Cause, I feel that the connection is still gonna be there no matter how much I try to let it go. The lessons I had, it's loads. Hence, I thank U for that. ;)
Anyways, I had truckloads of plans align for me in this coming week! Soooo can't wait to meet my dearest friends! Am gonna be busy with unstress life! hahaha.. Thank God I am getting back into my life. Well, only for this short 2 weeks. Somehow, I can't wait to see my poly mates again. hehe.
Work has made me value my mom sooo much! And I've also know that experience like this are made rarely once in a while. Hence, cherish them when they with U. Or another words, cherish them forever. I know, some may go out of my lives. But it is just the matter of who really deserve to stay and who don't. It takes huge guts and feelings to really stay down flat without falling down flat. Should really know that, nothing comes the way U want it to be.
So, no matter what, I shall just move on and let Allah plan it for me. Finding someone new is not the hardest. Finding someone who can stay is the hardest. So let it free and see who will return back. (: insyaAllah, things will be smooth.