Well, as for now, am gonna do my best to carry on with chin up and a smile on my face. Not to make people feel good or attracted to me or whatever, but just wanna make myself sure that many more things will come and have to handle much more than this.
So whatever has happened, it happened. Now, I just wanna make more things to happen rather than regretting about such shits. Hence, I'll closed down my heart or feelings towards guys as it's under maintenance. Hahah. It won't be very long, just temporary period. Cause I am pretty sure, that my heart can be heal fast and strong back. InsyaAllah.
And I just can't wait for my work to end! I really need my break plus dates with my loved ones. Oh, the projects are chasing. So i better get it done quick! ;)