Well, what amani said, was true. When someone is in fury, it's best that U kept silence and forget about it. Unless the feeling of wanting to settle it once and for all. During rage, many harsh and meaningless words just vomit out despite the other party's feelings. Hence, even though the words might get it right, sometimes it is a lil bit not rationale at all. Hence, ended up, both parties got hurt and things will get worsened. And that's when resentment comes and built in since forgiveness has yet came into the story line. That's when the other party will start having the not rationale thoughts to just leave it and stay silent. Or probably stay away since she feels that it's best this way since he can be more happy. That's when and the reasons why people start to Move On with the ones who can be happy whenever she's around.

I feel so sorry for U. Because, U made something small into bigger. Probably it's your 'weakness' in saying all those shits out of rage towards me. Get a life and control it. Shut up when U are angry. Sheesh.Geez!! Not saying I am not at fault or wrong. Cause I know I was. And also, we had misinterpret or misunderstood the definition of 'friendship'. But somehow, the way U mixed up with all the shits, U made me think that it's your fault. But I know, I shall forgive U in some way. Cause I am the type who always forgive people who are worth to forgive since young. Never did I forget that U mentioned U never gonna bother much about me anymore, I wash my hands from U now. Seriously.

Ah well, whatever it is, it has been long forgotten. The harsh words, I meant. The obstacles and situations I had gone through, I will bring with me as lessons of my chapter. I am bad at remembering bad moments sometimes. Alhamdulillah for that. I bet, that is my great gift from Allah. It's a form of mild amnesia of the past. (: Not to worry deary friend, I won't bear any grudge or revenge towards U. If U do, I'll be laughing and just seat there to see sweet revenge chasing u. (: Oh btw, thanks for everything right from the start. U've gave me tooo many lessons and experiences now. (:

Oh how I wish I can 'love' you like how U do nw. But I just can't because I know how to love my loved ones sincerely without any twist and turns in the words.

adios. XOXO