It seems like, the time past very very fast. Somehow, come to think of it, I can't believe that I am alrdy in year Two! Sirius shit, with the fact that time goes fast, u can't feel it pass by right until U realise it. Sheesh. These days, i'm paranoid about many things! IDKY kay... And frankly speaking, i missed my childhood moments. Childhood deprived ey! HAHAHHAHA! And when u think that u can picture yourself in the next few years, u will soon realise that u are now at the present age u had imagined before. And the unexpected adventures are the ones that made the life more colorful.So it's pretty scary and cool. And never will U wish that U imagine what or how U might look like or where u will be in the future!(= So kids, don't grow up too fast! hehehe
What made my school fun are my classmates and poly mates. They are the ones who made my sch life colourful despite all the shits I've to face. Alhamdulillah. Syidah, Siti,Nuri, Yean Min and loads more to say, are the ones who keep me laughing and happy daily. My daily 'clowns'. hehe... The part that i hated the most are the lecturers. Most of them aren't really doing their part as a person who teach younger gen. Siriusly, that made me worry pretty much. Same thots goes from my classmates.
As for that friend, I know, he is busy, so I can understand why he neglects me. Cause I am pretty busy too. And besides, he seldom text or call me probably because of his low ppd. sheesh. Although some times, I do wish he's there when I really need a listening ear. It's hard to carry on my own. But I must bear with it in order to really stand up on my own again. InsyaAllah i can.(= And who knows, he will be much happier or proud of me doing that for myself. Heh...Today, I got pranked by him with him using new number that I didn't know abt. He really put a tricked on me and then he didn't admit right until he gave me a clue. Hehe. Although I did have this feeling that it was him right from the start coz I recognized the way he sms-ed me. I expected him to admit but then he was doing his own way right until i was fed up about it. Hehe... But overall, it was fun since I really missed the connection we used to have. ;)
Somehow, I don't really get to face, see or even talk to any of my loved ones exceptional of my parents of course. Haiz. All these thanks to CT revision period. I will soon make up to them.InsyaAllah. =) And this also include Bestf Minah. I've not been seeing her ever since... I dunnoe. I can't recalled it. =( I just hoped they don't forget me. Or even misunderstood me because of my negligence towards them. No matter what, I will loved them more and more and making sure they got the attention they deserve.=)
With CT around the corner, I am pretty much afraid that more and more problems are chasing me. I just wish that problems will stop right there or not getting me knowing about it. Cause I dont wanna have bad grades again. I want no more D in my mods. hehe
I just don't like people/loved one, breaking any promises to me without having reasonable excuses. Seriously, if U think that U can't keep the promised U made to me, don't bother. Because I will hate that person and have this mindset that U would make the same mistakes again in the long run. Seriously, stop it. And the more U did it again, the more hatreds I have for U. I know, I wasn't like this before. But i've changed. All because U taught me that ppl like U can't be trusted. Be it related by flesh and blood or best of friends, I will hate them unless they gave the very good reason that can really can convince my heart and trusts. Siriusly, I can't find my strength to really trust people these days. U teach, I learn. _|_
Chiawz.
