When u think that u are actually strong enough to face bullshits alone and independently,u are actually lying to yourself as u fall down back flatly to the ground. U can see that u are actually pretending to be ok when u know, your own heart are starting to fall and shatter to pieces again.
It just means that u need someone there to pick u back up and saying,"everything is gonna be alright again". Someone that has always been there for u,not saying u can't depend on your own, but just having someone there to let u assure that nothing stays permanently.
Suddenly, I just feel the emptiness again. I can feel that something is missing. I feel like I have nobody to share my happiness with. It's like, there is hole inside me. Oh please, give me back my busy life again. So I can distract myself of feeling this way.
I missed U,dearly...
:'(
