I somehow, regretted of saying things that I wish to take back and say what U should actually heard from me. Yes, I regretted of saying it honestly. And I did regretted of not asking U back the same question that U asked me on that day. It kept me pondering and dwell upon it for days,siriusly. And I don't like dwelling on something in my mind for too long actually. But, naturally, the mind keeps on set me thinking more and more about it.

And then, I can't take it any longer, I tell a friend of mine instead. I just pour out as much as I could to let my own mind empty again. She said that there is no point of dwelling upon it and the regret of not doing so. Instead, just take it as a lesson I've learn. Yeah, she's true about that! And come to think back, I shouldn't be regret about it. I should take it as a positive note that there will be a new chance for me in the long run. And maybe, not knowing the answers to my question, it might not be the expected answer that I've been wanting to hear. It also means, I don't have to feel so sad or disappointed to know what the reply will be. It might be a good thing,though. But I am pretty sure that it might occur again.

I believe that good things always comes repeatedly. So, if I didn't know now, I might know it sooner or later. If it didn't turn out to be good, it shows that I just have to know it once and not twice. Ok, I know things always can be very rocky. But U will never know how smooth the journey can be in the long run.

InsyaAllah...Thing will be better. Amin...