happy new year!
Things have past by so fast. I really couldn't feel it does exist sometimes.
I have been through many shits and down. But scrap that away, cause I knew that I had made few achievements for myself along the way...
I don't wish to summarise the whole story since it might bore u guys to the core, so I will make as simple and short as possible and read at your own risk. ;D
As for this brand new year, my resolutions are still remain unchanged. But in some addition, I am gonna make myself getting good grades for my poly life. Also, lose of some kg(s) since I wanna look healthy and good for myself. InsyaAllah. I have some supecial dedications to make to all my lovely people who have gone through many shits along with me.
Parent. I am gonna say a truckloads of thanks for always being there for me and making me feel special. I am grateful for having ibu and ayah as they are the best amongst all. Forgive me for all the shits and wrongdoings that I did to both of you, with or without any intentions. I will always pray for the best of health and life for u,parents.. I promise myself to be the good daughter and have patience towards the both of U no matter what. I promise to do the best in a way to make U guys proud of me. No matter what, I will always love U and always be in my top priority list in my life list. InsyaAllah, He will always be there to protect my parents. No matter what, I will always stand by your side through thick and thin.
Bestf.
The one and only Minah, who is having almost the same character as me. The most irritating person that can always make me laugh my ass off even when I am at the lowest point. She is the only one that can follow with my line without any reluctant to stop me no matter how draggy I sounded. She is the one that pulls me up when I was at my lowest or failures... Thanks for always trying to put up with my bullshit attitude(pms, anger,etc). No matter what, I will be there for U to laugh,sing,cry and many many more. And minah, U will rock my life like no other ppl could do the best. Your role is very big in my life Aku syg kau lah kay... ;D
Bestf Cty.Another one that can really makes me laugh and high during day and night! She has always been there for me whenever I need someone to cry or sharing of mini secrets. I am very thankful to U for always be there for me. I hope that U will become what U have been dream to be in the future,kays. Do believe in yourself no matter how things happened badly. I will promised U this: I will make U a happy person on earth and no one will ever gonna try to make U fall. If they did, I will hurt that person worst than how they did towards U. No matter what, I will always be there for U thru rain or shine,day or night,storm or cloudy. I hope and pray that U will be happy with ur bf. =)
Datuk.
Thanks for always share all the stories with me. It made me realise on how far and drastic can people around us really change. Sorry if I was not being the very least a good granddaughter to U. No matter what, I will always respect U like how I respect my own parents. I will always pray that U will be in good health conditions. Amin.
Bestf Amani.
The most randomised girl I have ever known! U made me laugh at all times. Thanks for always trying to be there for me. Apologies for the negligence that I have cause to u since my poly life had started. I wish U all the best for your O level results. U have always been there for me thru thin and thick,ups and downs and rain or shine. Thanks for being my listening ear to me and keeping on encourage and motivate me to move forward and to stand up strong again. U have also make me open my eyes about the reality and taught me valuable lessons in life. U will always be my good good friend.
Ad.
U are the one that had made me open my eyes and this fragile heart to accept someone new in life. U are one of the good friend that I had recently knew of. And I really appreciate U for entering into my part of life. I am truly glad that I have a angelic friend like U. U are the one that always try to cheer me up whenever I am down or just being a listening ear. I am really thankful to Allah for giving me a friend like U. I feel like U are my guardian from Heaven to guide me through my rocky life and to let me stand up strong again.Alhamdulillah.. No matter what, I will try me very best to keep the promise that I made to U. Through thick and thin, I will be there when U need me the most. And I hope, there is Hikmah and Reason to make us closer than before. InsyaAllah... ;)
mazin
U entered my life and made tremendous impact towards me. U made me the closest friend among your friends list. Thanks for motivate,encourage,advice and be there for me whenever I really am in need. Sincerely apologies for pressuring U most of the time due to my own acts. I am sorry that things didn't make out like it used to be. No matter what, I will always be there for U through thick and thin no matter what. InsyaAllah. Thanks for all the sweetbitter memories of the friendship and forget about the bullshits since it was just a pain in the heart.
To those who I have yet to mentioned, thanks for being part of my life. I really appreciate the friendships that had been going on. Especially poly friends, thanks for playing big role in my part of school life without U guys, my life feels incomplete and boring. Apologies for any mistakes or subconscious actions of mine had got U offended. Whatever it is, we will always remain intact as one and share many more experiences together.
This new year, to me, it is the new beginning of new things in my life and gaining more new experiences in myself. InsyaAllah.
Sincerely, Syafiqah (hearts)
