I was quite disappointed with some of my loved ones. I don't know why I must go through this stupid shit from them if they really said they "understand you". I don't know.. Maybe I am just being a demanding person in the meantime. I think I was thinking too much stuffs until I feel that everything aren't right.
I am tired of saying what had happened. Since it wouldn't really do much diff to myself. Somehow, I feel like an idiot for being over-sensitive on small silly matters. I make it sound like a big deal when actually, it isn't at all. Maybe, at this point of age, I will be thinking a lot of things towards myself and the people I loved. And as the days goes by, things change. Just like how I do. No matter how much I don't want things to change, it somehow brings good reasons why it really does. When in the long run.
But no matter what, I will change for the good reason and to become a better person,not the other way round, InsyaAllah.
