I have no idea why I've been in a total downcast for the past few days. I feel like my heart can feel the hurt. It is very pain. The pain, is the same as how my nenek had passed away. Yeah, that is the pain type I'm getting. But I know somehow, with or without any 'nurse' or 'doctor' or whoever that could help me, I need to heal the heart even though it won't look the same as before.

My day was spent kinda well. Had breakfast with fam. Went to Changi V for somewhat a 'brunch' with Mak Busu and Zirah's fam. Bought new hp battery as the old one leaking. Which cost my dad $38. Dad drove us to this particular place which could take my breath away!! It was soo nice and peaceful. I'd never thot of that place to exist in Sg.

Headed to DL for circuit pract!! I did better,alhamdulilah. Head back to Parkway Parade by train and bus. Instead, I didn't arrived there and gotten myself lost as I alighted at the wrong stop. Worst of all, fam said they wanna fetch me up even though they were not sure of the place itself. -.- They insist me waiting for them instead of just retrace back the stops.-.- For an hour waited at the stop, they finally arrived.

Soon after, headed to Holland as Mak Busu wanna go for some shopping. -.- Which led to wasting of time for me as I did nothing much other than talking crap with them. -.- Headed back home thereafter.

I want to sleep as I am dead shag. But I can't really close my eyes. My mind start to run on its own when I am not doing anything. =( Shucks