I am still trying to hold on and getting a grip of myself, not to fall.

I need to depend on myself first before lending some help to others. Somehow, I feel like I must ignore these negative feelings in order to move on and lead a normal life. Though, I did wonder, if I do so, would I get stuck to the past if it might happen whenever I finally moved on?

Well, what I know is, I must be strong for myself. InsyaAllah everything will be fine again.