Ever thought that sometime, things that we never expect to happen at all, might turn out to be worst than we expect and it did happened? Well, I never thought about it right until it did occurred to me. I know that I have been through many bullshits and crap stuffs from others. But when my loved ones ever did it to me, and hurt me, I stopped and think. Are U really doing this on purpose or it was just an accident which U never realise it only when it had hurt me so badly. Seriously,dear, if U think doing revenge on me is the best way, U have a dirty heart and not sincere towards me even though U have this intention of teaching me as a lesson. Well, that is a no no to me.



I know, I made U hurt like nobody ever does towards U. But with no intention, things like this does happened. Even if I did arranged good words in a proper sentences, U can always twist it back again and blame me that I am killing U slowly. To think logically, I might have hurt U long time and not waiting for some good timing to do so at U. I don't find a reason why I should do something BAD towards U if U didn't do bad towards me. Sometimes, I find it a lil bit absurd for U to think so small of me. I might be 19, but I am mature enough to think the good and the bad. I might act childish or immature most of the time, but that is how I am to not take things so seriously. If U give me a stupid actions like these manner, I will just walk off and let U think properly.



I am truly sorry,my friend, for all the shits and agony I had put U back then. With or without intentions, sincere apologies from me. I am sorry for the hurtful words that I said towards U and made U angry towards me for the actions I did towards U. I am sorry if most of me reminds U of Her. Sorry that I can never see U enter to poly and achieve your dreams together with me. Sorry for breaking the promises that I had towards U. Sorry for not giving U good time with me and making things hard for yourself. Sorry to disappoint U abt my TP and didn't managed to make U happy. Sorry for almost all the time, I had made U angry or frustrated with my own actions.



Thanks a million for all the sweet memories,treatments and motivations for the hardships I had gone through. Thanks for being an understanding friend to me even though I am a stubborn person. Thanks for trying to be patient with me. Thanks for cheering me up all the time when I was upset or disappointed. Thanks for making me laugh and shared whatever that makes your day look fine.Thanks for all the things that U gave to me. Thanks for showing me the right paths and giving me advices through out the years.

Till here, the book and me shall be bury without any regrets,grudges,resentments or any bad impacts towards yourself. I hope, U will still achieve your dreams and goals. I believe in U, that U can succeed in your life and not to repeat the old mistakes again. Lastly,treasure your loved ones fully and live your life to the fullest. Don't hold onto your past and let go to become better.

Syafiqah.