trying to accept.
Monday, September 06, 2010 / 11:59 pm
Time flies sooo freaking fast until I don't know if it's real or not. Ramadhan will soon come to an end. I have to admit that many of my feelings are mixed up. I don't know if I am to be happy with it or not in the mood for Raya.
Exams so far, I could only said that it is gonna be bad. I've gotta feeling that I'm not doing progressively well. I wondered what was it that made me can't focused as much as I could like on CT. I don't deny that I didn't really put in as much effort as before. Not because I don't want to but it is because I can't really find the precious time to really get my head down to those notes... I know, I am gonna face the worst in few weeks time. I almost cried right after my AAP paper. I know it was useless to ponder or dwell upon it. However, I just can't accept the fact that I study for the past 3 days like hell, and the outcomes of this was actually a shit. Maybe, I need a new study method again..
Owh wellll, anotha part that makes me disappointed is, each of the papers are worth more than CT.Which is 40%!! How the hell am I not sad with the outcomes of me not doing that well? I hope to get at least Bs and Cs. InsyaAllah... I have no mood to update anything about the Geylang trip with kecohs and also some other kinds of things I did lately.
And Amani cancelled the outing as she have this last minute thing with her family.Well, I don't care anymore cause I know that I had this bad moody feeling about my exams.
Adios.