I was damn busy with school till I can't find the time to update. I was gone away for a while.
Many things to update. But I don't know where shall I start... I am still as busy as ever. But I am getting hang on to it. =) I don't know how I am gonna face everything if I don't have my strong pillars around me. =)

Presentations after presentations. Assignments after assignments. And loads more, I don't know how to really face my poly life. Sometime, I do feel heavy hearted and unwilling to go school due to HECTIC is what I'm gonna face. But, with the people around me, it keep me strong. Hehehe

Amani's birthday celebration was cancelled as I was sick and she herself just couldn't make it. I feel so sad for her. Be strong,okay,minah. I know U can. Your loved ones and me will always be there for U. =) <3

As days pass, somehow, I can feel the emptiness without bestfriend. But I know that I must moved on and look on the bright side even though now things are not as good as back then... I wish that I could make things right for everyone as I feel that it is my part when I am the nurse. Nurse is to help people right? So, why the hell can't I land a helping hand to them when they are in need? I am quite disappointed with myself for not fulfilling this one. Haiz.

I can see that he is trying to enter back into my life even though I have tried so hard to avoid right until I feel that there is no point of trying anymore. However, I can still sense that my heart is pulling strong to overcome any obstacles right in front. InsyaAllah I can make it through this time round. Cause I am really tired of the game of this.

Some people will come and go. When he go, anotha one pops up! Hehehe. However, I feel like he is still just a friend. Hmmm, maybe not even a friend. I feel the sense of awkwardness whenever we're talking on the phone. Somehow, I used to put on high hopes to expect him to be a bestfriend as a replacement. But it just don't feel the same. It just give me more agony in hoping that something old will come back again. Hence, I stopped doing so. Since I decided that it won't do me good, in fact more pain, I just go with the flow of regarding him only as a friend. Or just an acquaintance. heh.

I've been meeting Cty for quite number of days already. She is a crazaye people just like me and the others. Hahaha. Thanks for understanding me, Cty. ;)

/ Whenever I see your face in school, it automatically brings a smile on my face like it never did. How I wish the last wish of mine will ever come true.

Nothing else matters when I see U.\