Every part of obstacles, there will always be a limit to everything. No doubt, that is how imperfect I can be. Hate it, then leave it. I have no way to change, I have no guts to face it. Well, if U think it's worth it for us not to be friends anymore, so be it. I have no rights to stop U or plead for 'mercy', even though I LOVE this friendship so much. However, I know that it will be a great loss for me. Not any impacts will be hit onto me at all.

As the days goes by, I can reflect myself in the mirror that I did change. I've learn more to love about life and to really be more grateful of how we really can be. Because, not all of us could really be a normal person. Not mentally, it's physically. It touched my heart whenever I see wounds that I don't expect to happen to them at all. However, in order to help them up, I have to help myself up and be strong so that I did not cry in front of them. Almost every night, I had a nightmare that is horrible.

As the days goes by, I started to miss my granny so much. Nobody could ever tell or know that I am sad that I have to go through things that I used to do with her. The more I tried to avoid, the more it shows out. I can feel that my heart is going weaker and weaker. I am sorry granny..

I miss U so much. =(