I don't know if I should be happy tt I am finally gonna meet Bestf soon. Somehow,I feel like something stops me from seeing him. I dunnoe what the hell I am feeling but I really don't like it. Gosh... I really don't wish to feel this way.... I have no idea what is wrong with for reacting this way towards him...
I hope by meeting Bestf,I could able to clear my tangled mind for now...maybe... Something is not right for now...