My title, says it all.

I am terribly tired. Both emotionally and physically. I wish to think with a proper mind, but my mind is in mess. Like, everything is tangled up. I feel like things goes by fast. I could hardly breathe according to the rhythm. Bestf, don't make things hard for me please. I don't wish to cause any hurt towards U.

But the more I avoid, the more I have to swallow. So is that how U think it's fair? And someone else, don't put me into a situation,please? My schedule is tight, and I wish to meet you up,but I can't seem to find the time even tho I wanted to. You might say that I am being unfair, but in the first place, do you even know how busy I am? Now, who is trying to be unfair when keep on trying to put someone in a situation till she feels so guilty?

I always love you no matter how 'rebel' you are. But as the ages grows by, I feel like I don't even know you at all. Is this the real you? I really have this doubt feeling of you making me feel sooo guilty just because I didn't hang out or spend more time with you. I am freaking busy with school now. Hence, nothing else are my priority besides school and sleep. Easy said, just hate me for all you want, because I know that I am not doing the wrong thing for myself.

Whatever...