If a doctor love could do an Xray at my heart area, it's gonna be a damaged heart.

I am very odd at what a friendship could make me into. I didn't meddle or stab my own heart. But I know that I am much in pain by everything that is happening now. Yeah, maybe I'm too daredevil girl. Don't care how the heart feels right until it is over limit, then I feel the pain that I've done to the heart. Somehow, I certainly wish that I could stop all this. But will U even care?

Or maybe when I am dead, then U care. Then U start to reflect back after what you'd done to me. Well, by then, it's too late. Because I am dead already.