Somehow, guys could make me goes heads over heels if they do something nice and unique towards me. I will totally adore them if they are two or three years older than me. Hehehe.
However, my heart keeps saying that I am difficult in handling this kinda situation. Phobia of love even tho it has yet occured to me. I wonder why,though. I feel like I am something wrong. Not doing right whenever everything else are fine. Only this certain part of mine is empty. Missing the word. Yet to learn about it. Somehow, some people show or teach me its way. ;)
Many friends of mine keep on pestering me about having a boyf. They even willing to find me one -stares at Iylia, Irah, Siti, Bestf. (there are many actually. But these are the particular ones.) Saying too many nice things to me. But I know, they didn't mean it cause I really don't like it if they did this. It happened before. And it turns out to be ugly.=P So warning, don't ever dare to matchmake me unless you know me well enough.
