FarahDee.

I know that I may not be your closest friend, I am here to say that, life have to goes on even though I know, you're in pain. It's very hurtful to have someone stab U in the heart, never cure it and ignore it when that person is your loved one. The special one, in fact. U wrote in your blog that how long can U be strong. I answer it. U have to be strong till no guys can hurt U. Till U can never bleed for them. Till U no longer cry for them even if they did hurt U for the biggest mistake. No matter what, we have to face the reality and never fear of the lose one. It has been written that way. And some loved ones are there for reason and some loved ones are there only for a short period of time. Or it may be for eternity. U should be glad that he used to enter in your life and made changes in your story of life. No matter what, never ever feel regret about it. You will find a better man along the way. Take this as your stepping stone towards your love lesson. A lesson to learn for every mistakes when it comes to relationship. This means that U could learn more to appreciate things in life. Takes sacrifices to make it work. Huge effort to make small impact. And tears even for something U shouldn't be afraid of. If these things happen, there must be a Reason of it to happen. A test from God. To see how strong U can really face it. To see if U can wake up and see what are your mistakes. Be happy. Learn more to know how perfect U could be. Maybe, this is a test to see whether U can rely on your loved ones.

ps:: I know that I may not be an 'expert' in love, I've learned a lot from everyone around me. I know that U know how to manage this kinda stuffs, but I still am a bit worried for U. =) Apologies from me if any of my words did offend U. It's without intention of me for doing so. Really.

from, Sya.