There is a weakness of a person that can make someone else hurt. Anger. I have to admit that whenever someone makes me infuriate or annoyed, I tend to vent the anger at anyone at anytime. It doesn't matter to me who is the victim of mine. However, it could make things worst for the person and me. I have this weakness of venting the anger and ignore their own feelings. Whenever I vent my anger to them, I tend to aggravate the situation without thinking twice if the person might get offended or sad. Thus I am sorry for that.
Somehow, whenever I am being temperamental, I tend to speak or write out without thinking twice. Altho there is small satisfaction in me, it actually making things worst for me and the person. I have hope to make things better. To control my temper or anger. I don't wish to repeat them very much often. Because I don't wish to hurt my loved ones just for this small stupid action of mine.I know that everybody makes mistakes without realising it as nobody are perfectionist. But, if we can avoid it as much as we could, it is possible,right? If we could think before we act, we can save the situation and not getting anybody hurt. I know I can avoid it. It just need a lil bit more effort to make things better. It hurts me when I hurt someone that regards me as a best friend. They tend to regard this kind of things as a normal thing even though they are deeply hurt inside. They wanna try to understand me. But I didn't even try to understand their situations at all. In fact I am putting the blame on them even though it's not their wrongdoing at all.
If we take small effort to make things better, it will be worth it because we know how to control things in our own hands. I am hurt when somebody who I loved is hurt by me and I don't bother to take notice about it. I don't wish to be an ignorant if I am the main cause of it to happen and becomes ugly. Maybe I am mean. Bestf is right. "Whenever U are in rage, the best way is to remain silent.".That is truly correct. I should really stick that advice to me throughout my entire life. Taking things for granted whenever I feels like it. I have fail to make people ard me to be happy. Fail to understands them. Fail to show care and concern towards them. Maybe, people should just stay away from me. Period.
Hence, the best way is to remain silence unless U feel like the best way is to speak out what is in your mind. I am sincerely sorry for everything. I will try to understand people's situation much better in the future.
