
I know life have to move on no matter how complicated I have to face the reality. The real reality I still trying to face is the Nightmare I have to overcome. I really miss granny some times. I still can't be an ignorant person when it comes to this small part. Loved ones has never stop talking about her and all the stuffs that I don't wish to hear. It's inevitable for me. I am now going to overcome this by fulfilling this one wish of hers. Which is to be nurse. It is totally a test for me. And I am going to face the challenge no matter what. I don't wish to dream of her later...=(