I ever did wonder if I really fail in making true and good friends. As a matter of fact, BEST FRIENDS.

In other words, those who always there for us even if we didn't even say anythg yet. Those trust each other fully. Those who always cheers us up no matter how grouchy we could be,sometimes. Those who feels for us whenever we are down and being a bitch of the day. However, I am disappointed to find 'best friends' that are not for me ALWAYS. I have fail to get myself 'best friends' whom been through a lot during Sec Sch days. Hell ya, I know everybody changes and goes to different paths. But does that also mean that we are meant to be forgotten UNLESS we are really in need when the can't find SOMEONE else. Sheesh. What kinda friend is that? I'll say, that kinda friend is just making use of me. If that is how U treat me, I will treat U guys as invisible too. I can spend my precious times with others whom are really my BEST FRIEND. It just hurts me a lot seeing this kinda friends did entered into my story life. Geez! Get a life.

Or maybe, go and do some soul searching kay, girls? And hell, I don't miss U girls bcoz I feel like I am not important to your life at all. I wanna be ignorant again in the meantime. But, I don't feel any regrets for having these kinda things. Due to, making me realise on how to cherish and making true friends in the future. Hah. typical thing like this should never be bother at all. Small matter. Sheesh!