Had great week. Most of the times were spent well.

Met N and Mak Jah for 'feast'. Thousands of thanks from me. Had loads of fun in doing catching ups. We shared many things. Gossips. Boys. Jokes. Random. Hahaha.


Oh! Farah did make it to RP! Alhamdulilah. Congrats babe! Oh, last night, amani,farah and I decided to sign in after our work. We watched a horror movie. Again,for me. Hahah. I can't understand myself for going through it again. Hahah. Amani was being good. She wasn't a 'hand squeezer' unlike iylia. Hahaha. She and farah had many kinds of ways to keep themselves frm watching the horror+gore scenes. LOL. I almost fell aslept but awoke whenever amani ask abt the storyline. Hehe

Oh, beforehand, they had to wash this huge Mr Popper at the kitchen in Candy Bar!! They were cursing and swearing while cleaning that thing. I sympathise them for being 'lucky'. Mind U, it has never been used for 2 damn years. O.o

As for today, working was not really a blast. Bcoz I saw someone being so sad and I couldn't really help her much either. I felt depressed a lil due to me can't help her. I felt like I am a useless friend. To make things worst for me, I saw a patron that looks like bestf. Thats why I feel U,amani. When I saw 'him' I feel that my heart just couldn't function properly. I know that I have to overcome them somehow.

So basically, certain nights I just couldn't get myself to sleep even though I knew that I was working really early. I was tired but the brain wasn't shag. Certain nights too, tears accompanied me to bed. I have been very sensitive and moody at nights. I even afraid to talk to bestf even though he needed me to share things.

Nights.