Work was ever been great. Still, I was damn shag. Candy Bar is more hectic than Floor. Tho it's hell fun, but I have to endure much more pain ass from customers. Sheesh. Heck with that.
Anyways, something that become an issue crops up. Somehow, I feel that I become the middle man thingy here. I was being 'assign' to do something that should be good for the person. However, it might turn bad for the other party. How would U feel if your friend confesses to me about something that has to do with U? A confession which says that your friend doesn't wants to keep in touch with U anymore. To aggravate the matters worst, she wants to keep in touch with me instead of U. Besides that, your friend wanted me to give the message or confession to U instead of being straight forward. She want me to tell U to change before she could be your friend again. That shows how big the impact U had gave to her,dear. please. Nobody can ever tolerate this nonsensical character of yours anymore. Change for the better,deary. It's for your own good too. I wish U really realise that U made mistake to others. I don't want to see U hurt again. I wanna see the joy and smiles that curved up on your face.
Other than that, I've been doing nothing much other than working! Hahah! I felt that, whenever I went to work I feel carefree a lil. I also feel that I can meet more new ppl that could make me learn new more things. Somehow, I feel that I need that friend of mine again. There is a sudden feeling of missing him again. After so long, the feeling did triggers back in. Somehow nzm, i missed talking crap stuffs with U whenever I am alone. I missed the olden times when we were still friends. I guess this proves that I cherish every friendship I have with any friends I know. Maybe, people that don't understand me are partly because I am difficult to be understood. Complicated yet simple kinda person.
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