Somehow, I feel angry towards myself for today. Gladly, this time round, I knw the reasons why now. I feel that somehow, U have taken big advantage towards me. Whenever I am not in need, U will just put me apart until U really feel that U need me. I feel that I am being used by U. I feel that I am jst a doormat to Ur own pathetic life and world. Besides that, U won't even bother about me at all. I feel so sick when I think back again. I am so daft for making U used me whenever U don't have anyone else. If I really am your friend, U won't even be this way towards me. I feel that I keep on thinking of U being busy and always look on your brighter side when I really need U when U are actually not there physically. However, I don't feel the existence anymore. I feel that I am jst a stranger that suddenly entered into a life that I no longer know. No longer have boundaries between U and me in the friendship. Because I no longer feel U anymore. Hopes are no longer there. It has been crushed down and fall apart. I am tryna look on the bright side whenever U scold me. But the more it happens, the more I feel U are no longer there. Friends are no longer there anymore. why? why nzm? A friend wouldn't hurt a friend if they are true. And never neglect me whenever in need...Fuck Off lah U!
It's raining nw when I am crying. Even the weather understands and feels me unlike U. Are U real? SubahanAllah.. =(
Syafiqah
20First
Lil missy @ NP
Ignorant,NOT arrogant
Imma laughing box :B
I don't get easily impressed.
Staying strong and high
So be nice,cause I bite.
WiseWords
Happiness last longer than sadness.
Tomorrow is a new day.
Cherish your loved ones before too late.
Things last longer when U least expect it.
Pain makes U become stronger.
Always plan nothing
Smile is another way to show love.
Always expect nothing
Obstacles made u stronger in long run.
Don't judge the person by the story U heard.
Laughter is the smile that burst
