I know that I should,by now, revising or sleeping after whole day out with eel. However, the heart feels too heavy to continue with revision. Like I've predicted before, I know that somehow, at this particular date, I would retrospect about what happened last yr.
I feel so sad again. I missed granny so much. I don't dare to sleep coz am afraid that I would dream of her. Missed everything about her. Not to mention her hug and voices. I remembered that she called me before that Incident. I felt strange and wished to drop by no matter how shagged I was afta school. However, I rejected that idea and have a nap instead. The very next day, the unexpected thing happened. She's gone. I felt like I was bleeding non stop inside.
From there on, I've learned that we mustn't neglect our loved ones no matter how complicated or busy we are. Always there for them when they in need coz we'll never know if that will be our last moment with them together. I've been trying my very best to cherish all of them although it is very hard.
All I can do now is to pray for granny so that she knw that she'll always remembered by all of us. I am sure she's happy to see that all of us are happy and not sad for her gone. I am sorry granny. I am making things hard for U there.I'll promise to be the good granddaughter and daughter to the family. I'll promise to remember U always. Amin.
Syafiqah
20First
Lil missy @ NP
Ignorant,NOT arrogant
Imma laughing box :B
I don't get easily impressed.
Staying strong and high
So be nice,cause I bite.
WiseWords
Happiness last longer than sadness.
Tomorrow is a new day.
Cherish your loved ones before too late.
Things last longer when U least expect it.
Pain makes U become stronger.
Always plan nothing
Smile is another way to show love.
Always expect nothing
Obstacles made u stronger in long run.
Don't judge the person by the story U heard.
Laughter is the smile that burst
