Ahh well...it's Sunday again! How time flies very fast! Didn't managed to update any post for the weekdays as I was super busyyyy plus super stressss with Mr mugging. heheh, My Mission is precisely 18 solid days away! Awaayyyy!!! Hahah. Oh had Maths remedial yesterday. I slept for only 3 hours before that due to super intensive mugging. Lol. Ended up me being grouchy towards anyone. Hah..apologies for that yeah!
Been doing revision with new friend Heh..Malay person,mind U. Headed to National Library with him as he needs my help in certain subjects for his upcoming N. Kinda fun to have a new study mate! hehehe. Should do this more often ey? Anyways, Mom birthday will be in a month plus days! The 'project' has been stagnant in my room! Hahah. Gosh, No time to really squeeze out all my creative juices this time round!! Nvm I will give my best shot! hehe.
Many things happened in school. Yet again, it shall remain in my heart and mind only. Feel that it is right for me to express it down for now. Owh well... 4a1'08 wanna have raya reunion for yesterday. However I couldn't join in as I have family raya weekends. I'll try to find a slot for you guys,alright? =D or better right afta the O's alrighty? haha
My back has been giving me problems for the past few days. I can't have a proper sleep due to this. I have to seat carefully with the proper posture,Otherwise, the back will start to ache again. Headed to clinic as to find out why and dctr prescribed me with numbers of medicine but more to painkillers. However, it didn't help much for me. The pain was excruciating!! I have to avoid carry heavy objects for the meantime. Sheesh. I guess I have to rest and revise more at home than outside. Hah, I feel that I just have to ignore those painkillers as they are not giving me any good effects at all.
Nzm was unreachable for now. No idea why and don't wanna know why either. But I can't deny that I am neglecting him more and more. But, I miss,sometimes, the connection and the closeness we used to have. Owh well, let any matters ,between him and me, rest for now. Or the easy way out, STOP contacting with him again. Don't wish to mess 'em up especially when the Mission will be like around the corner! Will be going for raya visits again. Am not sure if I join along as I don't have the mood... Also if my back won't mess up with me again! hah.
I know now, I mustn't be traumatized by these prelims results I've got. In fact, I must strive and move on. Move on to do better than before. Let the past be the lesson and not my weakness in my life.
Btw, Irah, do ur very best in ur exams okay deary...Make me proud!! ;)
Syafiqah
20First
Lil missy @ NP
Ignorant,NOT arrogant
Imma laughing box :B
I don't get easily impressed.
Staying strong and high
So be nice,cause I bite.
WiseWords
Happiness last longer than sadness.
Tomorrow is a new day.
Cherish your loved ones before too late.
Things last longer when U least expect it.
Pain makes U become stronger.
Always plan nothing
Smile is another way to show love.
Always expect nothing
Obstacles made u stronger in long run.
Don't judge the person by the story U heard.
Laughter is the smile that burst
