As for this last round of my battle, I am going to do my very very best with all my will powers that I am left with. However, I know that I have disappointed all the loved ones, including myself. Sometimes, questions do struck in my mind and heart. These questions that doesn’t hold any right or wrong answers.
But yet again,
I will try my best shot and never give up. The prelims results were as bad as I have expected. I've totally no idea why, though. Probably certain distractions? Careless mistakes? Or the feeling of giving up is in me? I donno. Maybe I did not do my best unlike my other previous laps. Or the papers were atrociously complicated. Hah..I am not sure...
But, whatever it is, I've been given the chance to try. Do things with all the efforts I have. Few more major practices, I'll be fully equipped for the real Battle. After few reflections were being done for the past few days, I am sure of what are my mistakes. I will rectify these mistakes and make sure that I won't let this happen again. Each mistakes being made will be my strength to become strong. Yes. I will do it!! I will make sure that I will make my loved ones proud of me. I will prove to everyone and myself that I can do it!!
These stress that I have are the mini stones that were being thrown to me. This is to see whether I can stand strong or fall apart. I know, at some points, I will fall without the aid of any strings, though. But, I know that I will stand strong once again. InsyaAllah...
I will move on. Not try. But it's a must.
Haha.teeeeeet!!
kay I guess I was a lil bit toooo emotional and serious! haha. But on the bright side,I improved in certain subjects, Alhamdulilah.
As in, for my F&N, an A1. Maths not tt satisfying, Eng, stagnant.C.Humans, atrocious! (blame for my last minute revising for S.S!).Mt, unchanged. C.Science,merely improved but unsatisfied, Hmmm, owh well...Now my mundane aim would be sleep,eat and study! Wahaha. Like what Mr Rao had told us during his every Maths lessons. LOL. I'll experiment this towards myself starting on this Sunday till Thursday! Maybe it might work! Or...maybe it won't! hehehe... Hello super-mugging world. Goodbye to having-fun world!! Wahaha. Wish me all the best aites! ;)
