I know the time is morning. But unfortunately, I couldn't get my eye close and rest. This is terrible. Because, this could really make me sick. =(
I know that I should move on as I know friend is doing alright. I don't deny that I miss him like I miss everyone I loved when I really need someone to hear me out. Whenever I think of his whereabouts, I can also sense that my fury, hatred, despair, confused and missed would be mixed up all at once... I guess I can't be so independent like I used to be. I feel that I fall flat whenever I fail. I don't know where my sense of belongings has gone to. I am too stubborn. Too stubborn to myself because I keep on meddling with the fragile heart with more false hopes. Why? Why,eqah?? You are making yourself torture even without anyone hurting you.
I don't think he should be blame fully. Because I think I am the one that don't wish to be prepare. Now, I wish to pass my prelims and O lvl. To prove to nenek and loved ones. And to prove myself that I am not weak...It just too pain for me.
I feel left out whenever I am in the class. I feel that I am a nobody in the class. I am the outcast of the class even though everyone regard each other as ONE. Sheesh.
I should just sleep. To forget anything that crops up in this mind. The matter that I am missing him a lil... I miss him like my bro. )=
Syafiqah
20First
Lil missy @ NP
Ignorant,NOT arrogant
Imma laughing box :B
I don't get easily impressed.
Staying strong and high
So be nice,cause I bite.
WiseWords
Happiness last longer than sadness.
Tomorrow is a new day.
Cherish your loved ones before too late.
Things last longer when U least expect it.
Pain makes U become stronger.
Always plan nothing
Smile is another way to show love.
Always expect nothing
Obstacles made u stronger in long run.
Don't judge the person by the story U heard.
Laughter is the smile that burst
