Salam Lebaran
Well! I wanna wish to all Muslim friends SELAMAT HARI RAYA!hehehe.. Well...I wore brown with the family! ^-^ Well, I know it is the third day of raya already, I hope that it's not too late for me to wish my Muslim friends/relatives this.heheehThis yr's raya is a lil' bit different from the previous yrs. It's the 1st raya that granny wasn't with the family.It seems different. Soo so different. It's the first time that we have change our raya house visits. Her house wasn't the 2nd hse and instead it was at Pak Ngah as granddad stayed over for few days. Well, yeah,kinda weird for me. But it's a heartening moment. I know it's a saddening moment for granddad too. Owh well... I didn't managed to visit kubor or her house at Clementi as I'm afraid that I will lose focus in studies if I visit kubor. In fact, raya doesn't always be the best time to go kubor. I have no idea what special it will brings when people visit kubor at this time and not any other time. But I know, by not visit the kubur will be for my own good too. In order to avoid the risk of being sad, I mustn't take the chance of doing so. No more of her tradition nasi kuning with ayam masak merah like usual. That was her usual dish that she will cook whenever it comes to raya or any special occasions. I miss her traditional dish so much for this yr. I wish that she is here for me right now..I miss her. Seriously, her lose gave me n family huge impact.
Anyways, cried a lil, laugh a lil. That's typical of a teenage girl like me. Managed to visit 4 houses unlike last yr. Since we have a proper transportation, we didn't stayed at grandmother's hse too long as time is the main issue. Money is what I got. However, money is what my mom lose. hehe. Had great time at mom's side as they are always being the KECOH ones when this time comes. Both days of raya was saddening but also meaningful for each of us.
I don't think I will be going raya outing with any friends as I will be doing intensive revisions. So, advanced apologies to all my friends if I have to cancel or not following you people. No worries, I'll make sure that I won't miss my books! nyehahahah.
Anyways, I know that I am a lil bit late to say this out, I am still gonna say this.
Selamat Hari Raya, maaf zahir dan batin to all my loved ones if my words and actions have hurt you directly or indirectly. Let bygones be bygones. Hopefully there will not be grudges being buried deep inside... Enjoy TO THE FULLEST!! make sure collect loads of MONEY!!
kehkehkeh..
As for today, had my F&N prelims paper for 2hrs. Well, my paper was manageable for me, though. But I do have some doubts with certain questions. Hah. Probably because I don't have the proper textbook for me to rely on! Hehehe. Blame for my carelessness for not bring back last wk! Sigh.. Oh well, I did gave my best shot! So, InsyaAllah I will get a pass. Hehs..
Headed to Macs with saf n kyn as kyn was craving for fries. However, I 'ditch' them half-way as mom told me to go back home to help her out with chores. Also, to mug my butt off for tomorrow's paper!! History. Woops! gotta go! More guests invade the home! Hehehe.
Adios lovelies!
