School wasn't fine for today.

Like seriously, it doesn't goes my way at all... Most of my homework are all jumbled up together. I am totally perplexed with what is the latest and what's not! Shitto!

I totally had a Monday blue, like Jez told me. Had chem pract. Didn't went out well too. Had night study. Didn't went out well also. Studies are still manageable for now. Just that, the tension has always been ard me.

I am seriously sick of being offend, disturb, observed, and more.. I hate it! Totally suffocates me. Don't they have anything better to do than disturbing or mocking people??

And to that classmate, please stop disturbing me and my dearies! Like serious shit, U can be my niece or whatver blood ties we have. But that doesn't mean tt U have the RIGHTS to do anything so long as U are happy. My friends,including me, are upset because of what U daftly called it a PRANK. Like whatever kay. I don't play your GAME ball. ;D....So stop it, JERK.

To shikin,
Dearest, I may not be your closest friend, ties, or whatever you can say. But, as a person whom you know, I wanna let you know that you can ALWAYS, and I mean ALWAYS, come to me if you need my help or a listening ear. It doesn't have to be in studies. Or even a personal problems. It could be ANYTHING. Anything that you are comfortable sharing with. If it was private, rest assured that I will keep it deep in my heart. I don't know how I can ever pay you back since you have always CHEER me up whenever I am DOWN. Whenever I am with u and dearies, laughter and smiles has always stick within me. So, the only way I could repay you back is by seeing you smile again, and to share YOUR own problems instead of mine and others only. In my perspective, that isn't fair at all. I don't wish to be labeled as a selfish person whom are actually a FRIEND towards you. I don't wish to let it be that way at all. So please, if you do have problems or ANYTHING to share with, just tell me. I know that you are a strong person. But even a strong person can once be weak. Like a man said" Nobody's perfect like always"... You see, I wish you to share with me because, I want to actually see you happy right in front of me. I do wish that I able to console you instead of you do that for me. It's you who need it. Not anybody else. I don't wish to see my loved friends hurt. When I sees it, it hurts me more. So please, whenever you are down or something bothers you, share with me or any other girls that you feel comfortable with. Remember, WE care for you too. Not you alone. :) Don't bottle things up too much inside. It will someday explode, Shikin... And, I am sorry for the bottom of my heart, if I did mistakenly hurt you with my words along the way. What I have written here is sincerely from me. I may not be good with sweet words like any other friends could put up. But these words would really meant a lot for you from me. Since I am a little bit afraid to spout out words to you, I guess this is the best-est way.

Lots of love, eqah<3