I am pretty lucky that it's a Monday Yellow!hehe. School was fine as per normal. First time fasting during school days. I realise that I have to tolerate many daft behaviour from classmates,still. Stayed back afta school to help out with the upcoming 'PROJECT'. Had fun time using the creativity juices I have. Heheh. School ended super fast than I expected. Truckloads of tests are chasing me again!!! Sheesh. Well, I really have to control my mouth and patience for this one whole month of Ramadhan. I vowed myself to control my anger and be more sincere. I also vowed myself to scrap off the word 'sia' and dammit from my mouth.
LOL.

Anyways, I feel so fatigue. I have a feeling that something is not right. The instinct is unbearable for me to control.

I just feel so fatigue, stress, tension, confused,despair,scared,insecured and worn-out. I don't know. No one can understand me. I am hard to be understood by anyone. Even the friend. I just couldn't bother more about people's well-being. I sense that I will have many obstacles ahead of me. Sometime I feel that I am not leading the normal life.

I wish that I could just press DELETE button in this mind so that I could forget about the bad ones instantly with no worries. Then happily, everything will be back to normal. I wish i could just press delete to the memory box that contain everything about nzm. Like as if he neva enters into my darn life. I am making myself in a worst state due to my daredevil act for meddling this fragile heart of my own. How stupid or fool can this girl be,huh? How can I get myself trap into these kinda situation and mess?

Hope someone might help me...