Was feeling much better now. Ignore about the previous post.. It's just part of my crap breakdown. ;)
Currently done amending my coursework Part A. Now, tryna distress myself by just updating a post. heh Waiting the time to just stop or freeze so that I could really relax and ease my loads in this mind. It's gd that sometimes there is nthg inside the mind with only the real me to set free. But I know, it shouldn't be taken for granted. Otherwise, things will get out of hand. Like this free time of mine, I sometimes do wish that I could really spend with the closest ones and the special ones.To express the sincere love and to catch up with things around me and theirs and to just make fun of every little small details that we didn't have time to make up with. It is purely good,siriusly.
I do wish that it will and shall happen to me. But I guess it is just not me that wish/pray for this kinda things to happen. In fact, majority of us wants it that way too. I guess that I want to have the life that is simple including the ups and downs that everybody will encounter with. Missing people that I loved is part of my life. Feeling unwanted is the most pitiable thing that could happen to someone. But to really realise, no one is alone. Especially when they have Allah in their live.
Anyways, I really have nthg to do mahn. I tried to avoid doing intensive revisions during Sundays since my brain really need to be recharged again. I could play or relax myself by playing my darling. But now, daddy is disturbing my darling. Ever since I've taught him to play golf in darling, he has been fooling ard with it for almost every single day! I guess he also wants to distress himself after whole day of working. Hehehe. Or probably he just finds it very addictive!! Sheesh! I guess I have to deal with this matter! I have to make a deal with him so that I have the chance to play. heheh. Mine is one weekends and his would be on weeknights. He has been playing this darling until the batt goes flat! Hahah..Teruk dari ku sia!! Hahaha.
Oh well, gotta meet that Irah since she keep on pester me to go out again with her. I wonder if she does get sick of always meet me. Hahaha. Will be heading to airport to welcome my mummy from her overseas trip. Hehehe. If only I still friend with nzm, I am sure that I met him to have fun. =(
Oh well...gtg now... Wanna get myself ready for the meet up with Irah. Chiawz!
Syafiqah
20First
Lil missy @ NP
Ignorant,NOT arrogant
Imma laughing box :B
I don't get easily impressed.
Staying strong and high
So be nice,cause I bite.
WiseWords
Happiness last longer than sadness.
Tomorrow is a new day.
Cherish your loved ones before too late.
Things last longer when U least expect it.
Pain makes U become stronger.
Always plan nothing
Smile is another way to show love.
Always expect nothing
Obstacles made u stronger in long run.
Don't judge the person by the story U heard.
Laughter is the smile that burst
