i did wander sometimes,whether I really do have true friends or not. I may be 8-teen, but yet again, I feel tt I have not know who my true friends are. I feel tt I have always been taken advantage by every body whom I'd gave respect to. I don't mind,really. But I do wonder if they really appreciates with what I did for them with open-heartedly without having doubts or expecting anything in return. I do think if I really do have the right to be part of their lives as a someone called friend.

I do wish that sometime, I could be someone else. Someone that is care-free,happy-go-lucky. I don't know if I can trust anybody since most are taking advantage of my kindhearted and sincerity. Maybe i am too naive abt this. I feel that I have always being misunderstood by any one.

I don't know if I have any part in their own life. Or maybe I have no right to know at all. I hope that with my own success,I have proved to everyone tt I can do it.