went out with this freak here! hahah.kidding lah k eel!oh gosh i can't believe with my own eyes that I am growing chubbier mahn!! Tsk...nvm..I need food to seat for my O lvls.hahahah anyway, headed out to use her lappy for my cwk. She saw my face being stress lah. Hah. that is normal thing already.
Headed to bpp to get my coursework amended. Had damn heavy breakfast cum lunch at Macs. Eel started her holx. Therefore, she booked me firstly during her hols. Lol. which doesn't give the chance to Friend to book me. Wahaahaha!
Headed to the spot and we took lots of crapola pictures that ended up laughing non-stop. Below here (pic with red color bckgrnd, is what I've took myself.heheh)
And the rest of the pictures is with her in her mmc...Went back home since I am shag. I was astounded with the hp bills I've just got!! Parents were damn furious at me. Heheh. And dad almost decides to cut off my number.gosh... In the end he didn't.heheh
Had great time using this lappy of my uncle since I need it for my cwk proj and for surfing the Internet.heh..
Sometimes, I feel empty deep inside me. Though I really have no idea why the hell I was feeling that way. Because I do feel that my life is complete with all my loved ones around me. But somehow, why do I feel this empty part inside m heart? What is missing,precisely? Love? I dunnoe. Cause I don't dare to be committed in that. I feel that I am not gd with handling with love. Cause I am afraid that I would hurt that person whom I really loved. I don't mind having friends that is an opposite sex of mine because I have been fine be-friend with them. But to be more than a friend, I don't think I could. Even if the friend want me more than that, I don't think I could fulfill that part of commitment.
I really feel confused sometimes. I always pretend that nothing like that would happen.
I don't know. I am just full of commitments to be fulfilled for having a brighter future.
Syafiqah
20First
Lil missy @ NP
Ignorant,NOT arrogant
Imma laughing box :B
I don't get easily impressed.
Staying strong and high
So be nice,cause I bite.
WiseWords
Happiness last longer than sadness.
Tomorrow is a new day.
Cherish your loved ones before too late.
Things last longer when U least expect it.
Pain makes U become stronger.
Always plan nothing
Smile is another way to show love.
Always expect nothing
Obstacles made u stronger in long run.
Don't judge the person by the story U heard.
Laughter is the smile that burst
