Have U ever wonder that life would never have problems? Never having problems in your entire life at all? Then, if we don't have problems, how can we really think of solutions to settle things on our own ways? If I do have problems, I would think properly and make sure it makes sense to settle it. Like nzm once said- "Think with your brains to settle the problems. And not always settle it with your mouth."- Yerp. It is very true. I think he knows my true self colours now. Ever think that sometimes, without U even realise it, U are actually put a pressure and make me think for a stupid solutions even though I KNOW it sounds stupid? It sometimes happen that way. No, not because I am daft or narrow-minded. But because I feel PRESSURISED. And not because of stupidity unless U think that pressurised meant stupidity. In fact, this thing will surely happen when a stressful 'event' that had happen to the both parties. NOT individually. When it happens involving BOTH parties, it should remain intact that way and NOT blaming on other party itself since both parties are the ones that are totally involved. Then, at certain times, I tend to make it a no big deal just to make believe that it never happen this way. But in the end, U make it like a very big deal. Hence, I really am worried. But, now, U'd make me more worried and stressed up. In the end, I can't find the real solutions. Which MIGHT possibly end up fight again.Which I don't wish it to happen. Isn't friendship should be sweet too? And sweetness doesn't really have to be in relationships matters always. Ever wonder that sometimes, the wrong things can actually be avoided and make a wiser solutions.?
Things will be more stupid if U still have the intentions of doing the wrong things also. Yes, sometimes it is very true that things don't really goes your own ways and paths. But with using mind and heart, it sure can lead to somewhere that is much better than U had expected. Maybe, U are true. I am not good at handling friends that are kind-hearted and trustworthy. And maybe, I am not good at having friends at all. I may be fated to be that way. But will U blame the fate that I have that naturally?
I really am confuse,friend. I have no appetite to eat even though I am hungry. I am crying even though I don't know what I am despair about. I am tired. I am stress even though I had learn new topics in school. I am trying my very best to cope with my subjects. I wish to be the cheerful girl like I used to be. I am hoping with the unexpected things to happen. I am insomniac even though I am too exhausted after whole day in school. I feel lifeless with this things happen around me. I want to be strong again. I want to be independent again. Like I used to be like one. To be one, I should pretend to be one.
I am trying,Friend. But U are not helping me up. U push me when I am falling. U make me fall tumbling down right back to square one. I want to climb up high again. Without anyone giving me the hand to rely on. Whatever it is, I am going to do it alone,this time. I would need your help when it is the right time. No worries. I am going to do what I think is the best for me.
Syafiqah
20First
Lil missy @ NP
Ignorant,NOT arrogant
Imma laughing box :B
I don't get easily impressed.
Staying strong and high
So be nice,cause I bite.
WiseWords
Happiness last longer than sadness.
Tomorrow is a new day.
Cherish your loved ones before too late.
Things last longer when U least expect it.
Pain makes U become stronger.
Always plan nothing
Smile is another way to show love.
Always expect nothing
Obstacles made u stronger in long run.
Don't judge the person by the story U heard.
Laughter is the smile that burst
