I just don't know the real reasons why I am damn pissed off!
It is not because i am having any issues with Nzm....
But I am pissed off with EVERYTHING that is around me. One of them is my parent! Since I've tried to promise myself not to be too temperamental and overreacting and rude, they have been testing me a lot! Whenever they nag/ lecture, I kept quiet. But the more I keep quiet, the MORE they tried to annoy me! Seriously! I've got a new habit for controling my temper. Which is to bite my lip whenever I feel like snapping back whatever they have said/accused me. It does works actually. But the unfair part is, they still pester and pressurize me about anything. Sigh...An obstacle I really need to overcome.
Secondly, that Nzm. sigh...i just don't know how to describe about it for now....let the matter or whatever it is be unsolved and closed.
School. I feel that it is a lil bit suck-ish. Who doesn't be feeling that way when U keep on getting a confused amended timetable? TELL me...
Life. I am trying to change. But the more I am trying, the more I hate myself. I feel that it is not the real me. I feel that I am too tedious and.....different. I am currently going on a strict diet. not too strict lah ey. Since I am doing my O level, I need to keep myself healthy too mah. for now, it has been going on for 2 days only. heheh..Since I've ate alot for last month, i think it is time for me to be fair to my own body. Heh heh...
Syafiqah
20First
Lil missy @ NP
Ignorant,NOT arrogant
Imma laughing box :B
I don't get easily impressed.
Staying strong and high
So be nice,cause I bite.
WiseWords
Happiness last longer than sadness.
Tomorrow is a new day.
Cherish your loved ones before too late.
Things last longer when U least expect it.
Pain makes U become stronger.
Always plan nothing
Smile is another way to show love.
Always expect nothing
Obstacles made u stronger in long run.
Don't judge the person by the story U heard.
Laughter is the smile that burst
