Hahhhhh... Anotha shag day! I can't sleep at night. I keep on waking up in the middle of the night. And I think I seriously am suffering insomnia man! And when I fallen asleep, I dreamt abt granny. That is why I am very sad and down during school time, Jez. I dreamt that she was talking to me on the phone. I was so happy and flabergasted when I finally hear her voice again. I woke up again. And I dreamt abt her again. This time, I was at her hse. We were talking and she keep on telling me that I have to take care of myself and she have to go 'home'. Her face was pale. I keep on stopping her frm leaving me. And we hug each other alot. I said" Fiqah sayang dan rindu nenek sangat. Jangan tinggal kan Fiqah lagi,nek." Tears fell. Heart sink. And life was meaningless. We hug each other.
When heading to school, tears keep on falling. But I hold it back. I hate showing to others. I rather keep it to myself. I wanna avoid remembering the dream/nightmare. And I did. But for a short while. When I am not busy, I was in a daze abt her again.
Stayed back in school after seeing their results as we have to decorate our class with the CNY stuffs. Headed hme at 0500pm. So shag man.
Today was the O level result. And I have seen many types of faces. Some are happy, some are in tears, dissappointed and expressionless. Nana and Ct passed their O level! Congrates babes!! ^-^ I really wanna obtain better grades than this yr results!! yeah! Insyallah I can do it. I will try my triple best hard and get good grades!! That will be my mission!
Syafiqah
20First
Lil missy @ NP
Ignorant,NOT arrogant
Imma laughing box :B
I don't get easily impressed.
Staying strong and high
So be nice,cause I bite.
WiseWords
Happiness last longer than sadness.
Tomorrow is a new day.
Cherish your loved ones before too late.
Things last longer when U least expect it.
Pain makes U become stronger.
Always plan nothing
Smile is another way to show love.
Always expect nothing
Obstacles made u stronger in long run.
Don't judge the person by the story U heard.
Laughter is the smile that burst
