Hmm, I've been wondering abt something actually. I just am wondering. I think that I've been making wrong types of best friends for the past 3 years. To think that I've made the true and trusted and can be my listening ear, I've actually made the wrong type. Or that is what I've really realized by now. Thinking that they will give me the support for me to go further, I've actually been seeing wrongly. I feel that they just 'misusing' me as 'bestfriend' just when they really need my help. And when they don't need, they will just put me aside. I thought they will ask my well being when I am okay or not, but instead, they don't even do that.But i seriously not expecting anything from them.But is that what bestfriend are really for?Just putting each other far away? I just think or put into a conclusions that they might be busy with their own stuffs rather than busying abt their friends conditions. It seems that these 'friends' of mine, are not special anymore after what they have did to me. They doesn't seem special anymore since I know that they care less abt me than I do care more abt them. I just think that maybe these 'friends' are just envy abt my success in my mission till they don't even bother to ask how I did. It seems that I am not their first priority in their list of friends. Or maybe not even in their list of friends names. Hah. This is soo typical of them doing this to me. Now I don't even think they are really my bestfriends anymore. Even if they are, they are not the special ones anymore. Hah. I can live my life even without bestfriends okay. I can even succeed for my N. So I don't think they I really need them for any support. Those who supported me are my loved ones. The loved ones are including the FRIENDS that have trully been there for me always. I don't mind if I am going to be alone with them. I don't care if they don't bother abt me anymore. I just know that they used to enter in my book of life once and have been forgotten. I don't think they even treasure the moments that we used to have. Hah. too typical!! I've encounter some other people that are much worst than this! But I've nvr believe myself that I've been friends with this type of 'friends' that I called them as my bestfriends...hah...TYPICAL,MAN..TOO TYPICAL...
Syafiqah
20First
Lil missy @ NP
Ignorant,NOT arrogant
Imma laughing box :B
I don't get easily impressed.
Staying strong and high
So be nice,cause I bite.
WiseWords
Happiness last longer than sadness.
Tomorrow is a new day.
Cherish your loved ones before too late.
Things last longer when U least expect it.
Pain makes U become stronger.
Always plan nothing
Smile is another way to show love.
Always expect nothing
Obstacles made u stronger in long run.
Don't judge the person by the story U heard.
Laughter is the smile that burst
