Do I really have to do that? I know that I hate to do that. But I know that I am pretending to be alright,eventhough i am not alright, so that no one will worry abt me. And also, so that no one will be hurt by me. I just hate myself for doing that. But, if I hate it, can I really face the reality without even pretending that evrything ard me is just fine? I can't bear to do that actually. But I am facing damn fate that I don't even wish it to happen to me. I need someone. I need true friend. I need that bestfriend. But, to think back again, I realise that no one understands me! Or maybe I am just being too emo shit. Even afta completing my 1st mission, anotha few obstacles has fallen onto me and put me in many situation. Obstacles afta obstacles I am trapped into. And I am left with mthg except for my soul. I just can't find anymore happiness in me. Even if anyone wanna cheers me up, it will be just for tat moment and then I'll be that lost soul again. Hah. I don't have faith in me anymore. No one can really see me with the true smiles on me again. All I am left with is my damn fake smile. HELP. My life has no more colours. The true colours I used to have have faded away. Call me ungrateful. but that is how my life is now. I am not complaining.. I feel that I am useless now. I wish there is someone who can really brighten my life and colour my life with the true colours again. I am wishing. but I know, this wish of mine is very crap and won't happen to me at all.
Syafiqah
20First
Lil missy @ NP
Ignorant,NOT arrogant
Imma laughing box :B
I don't get easily impressed.
Staying strong and high
So be nice,cause I bite.
WiseWords
Happiness last longer than sadness.
Tomorrow is a new day.
Cherish your loved ones before too late.
Things last longer when U least expect it.
Pain makes U become stronger.
Always plan nothing
Smile is another way to show love.
Always expect nothing
Obstacles made u stronger in long run.
Don't judge the person by the story U heard.
Laughter is the smile that burst
