I really miss u so much eversince u've gone. I don't feel like I have meaning to be in this world again. My life feel so lifeless. No one ever understands me. Except for u. U have taken care of me since I was a new born baby. U've shaped my life too. U're my heroine besides mum. And forever will be. I feel that I am a useless child still. Keep on promising to u that I will look after u when I be a nurse or a doctor. But I feel that I don't stand a chance to do so as I am uncapable of some things. And I don't I want to be one now either. It just aches my heart everytime I happen to remember abt u.
I just feel that this is my nightmare that I can barely dream of to happen. I don't want this to happen now or in the future. It just feel too fast for me to accept things like this. I miss your voice, your hugs, your calls, your smile, your advices, your smell of perfume that used to be one of my favourite too, your face, your hand, your kiss. Heck, I miss EVERYTHING abt u. I just wish time stops back to wherever it seems soo sweet for me. And skip the bitter parts I've gone through.
No one understands how I feel. I wish u still here by my side. And give all those sweet advices again. I feel that my life is full of regrets eversince I can't fullfilled the wish i have promised to u. My heart really fells apart and shattered into pieces when I heard The News abt u from parents. I wish to be with u one more time before u leave me alone. I want u to be the first to know abt The Results later. But sad to say, it's over even before it begins. I don't know how I feel when The Results drawing nearer. Your advices will always be in my heart. And will be clearly in my mind. I miss ur voices terribly. Your leave has made great huge impact on me. This is the most horrible nightmare I've ever got. And nothing much horrible will make big impact on me other than this. Nothing else will be this bad. Nothing. I am sure abt that. I thought that hiding these tears away won't come back. But it is much worst than before. I don't know and I am sure that I can't get this over with.
Syafiqah
20First
Lil missy @ NP
Ignorant,NOT arrogant
Imma laughing box :B
I don't get easily impressed.
Staying strong and high
So be nice,cause I bite.
WiseWords
Happiness last longer than sadness.
Tomorrow is a new day.
Cherish your loved ones before too late.
Things last longer when U least expect it.
Pain makes U become stronger.
Always plan nothing
Smile is another way to show love.
Always expect nothing
Obstacles made u stronger in long run.
Don't judge the person by the story U heard.
Laughter is the smile that burst
