For what I had done last night, really frighten me off. Now, I really am gonna try my very best to change my fucking attitude that i had gave to my bestfriend. He is really suffering alot eventhough the real problem actually lies in me. Shit. After taken a whole day to reflect and do some soul-searching of myself, I had realised that i had done pretty much burden to him. I am sorry Nzm. Recently i am being so mean to you. You know the reasons why. I hope.
Woke up early though i slept for 3 short hours to send mum off to work by van. Didn't wear a proper sport attire though, but I being sooo eager and 'demand' my dad to have some nature break at Labrador Park with me.. I like going there when I am stress and too quiet which could possibly means that my mind is thinking every second and minute of my time. By sea-seeing there, I feel a lil bit more 'relaxed' and much serene to think of all the problems i keep on having. Feel a lil bit quiet and kee on ignoring my dad's questions. I don't know i am like that when my mind is very tangled with problems. When i look toward the endless sea, i just feel like shouting outta my lungs and to think positively and feel that i have no more problems. It keeps on coming back to me,you see. Took a long track walk and didn't realized that i had made my dad tired due to the looonggg walk he had accompanied me. But i do wish that i could be alone at that moment. But,I know dad just worried about me. Sorry dad.Headed back when the sun starts to show up high. Dad fed a 'wild' monkey a peanut and the monkey is very cute and clumsy one!! heheh. headed back home thereafta. Felt much betta as the day goes by. Kykn,suhaila and saf came to my house. Though they don't know the real feeling that i am having, they never fails to keep me smiling and laughing all the way when doing the biz presentation. I am glad i have them as my stress-reliever. hehehe. Mum came back home after the rain had stop and they wwent home. They had really made my weekend today. Thanks girls!!
I guess I am feeling a lil' bit better now.(=
"Tommorow is a new day and better than yesterday."-Nzm..
Syafiqah
20First
Lil missy @ NP
Ignorant,NOT arrogant
Imma laughing box :B
I don't get easily impressed.
Staying strong and high
So be nice,cause I bite.
WiseWords
Happiness last longer than sadness.
Tomorrow is a new day.
Cherish your loved ones before too late.
Things last longer when U least expect it.
Pain makes U become stronger.
Always plan nothing
Smile is another way to show love.
Always expect nothing
Obstacles made u stronger in long run.
Don't judge the person by the story U heard.
Laughter is the smile that burst
