Spent some times with gradfather at granny hse. I still miss her loads. I can't bear to see her leave. But I know that I have to give her blessing and I have to accept the fact that she is in peace. Chatting alot with grandfather. Well to spend more time with my precious ones of course. And to make him feel a less lonely. And me as his great 'friend' of the day. I am glad that he looks happy when I came. But whenever he or anyone start to talk abt granny, I started to cry. Fast. Anyhow, I am glad that I keep him accompany so as to avoid him feel the loneliness when she isn't ard anymore. It makes me feel sad to hear him said that he cried whenever he miss/remember abt granny. Now i realise that it does makes an impact on each of us and not only on me. It just proves to me that her presence was meaningfull in everyone's life,including mine. Even my father is sad abt her leave. I can see that I started to have less appetite on eating again. My mind is in twirl again. I have a new obstacle to overcome and complete. My new mission is simple. Which is to get on with life normally and to not always be sad over granny. I know I don't want to do so. But I guess that is the only way for me to carry on. I must be selfish with my own feelings for the sake of everyone I loved dearly.
Syafiqah
20First
Lil missy @ NP
Ignorant,NOT arrogant
Imma laughing box :B
I don't get easily impressed.
Staying strong and high
So be nice,cause I bite.
WiseWords
Happiness last longer than sadness.
Tomorrow is a new day.
Cherish your loved ones before too late.
Things last longer when U least expect it.
Pain makes U become stronger.
Always plan nothing
Smile is another way to show love.
Always expect nothing
Obstacles made u stronger in long run.
Don't judge the person by the story U heard.
Laughter is the smile that burst
