Gosh. Today was a lil bit fun for school. heh. Brought my darling along and played for whole period. Safura played it while me,Kykyn and Ms Yati played Scrabble. They named me as a word stealer! hahaha. Kykyn and Ms Yati loses against me. Ms Yati was very 'proud' when she was the 3rd.And 2nd during the first round she had with Ms Durga. hehehe.Ended school early and rain heavily. Went to Lot1 with Dee to have long girls talk eversince the last time we had met. Played her psp when she was busy doing some clothes shopping. hehehe. I am like a game queen seh!! LOL!! Went home thereafter and busy sms-ing that wan. Hmm...My head is really spinning right now...
I don't know why. But when i think back, it seems that it is a karma. I like that someone. But that someone doesn't seems so to feel the same way like I do. And then it turn out that anotha two someone had confess that these two likes me though i really don't have the same feelings for them. To think back, i feel that i am being selfish to those two and he being selfish to me. I think the real thing is, I am in dilemma. I am really confused. I don't know what to say or how to explain to them. I am afraid to hurt their feelings though i know that one day they will still get hurt by me. Is it okay to hurt them now rather than hurting them sooner or later?? I just don't want them to get hurt and wanting them to understand my situation right now. Maybe right now,my heart isn't ready for any relationships and afraid of giving my love to any boys. I feel that i am too selfish. I hate to do this to them. but how else can i make them understand me and not getting hurt at the same time? I am in dilemma.. Hope U help me...I really don't know how to solve or react to this..I just am a failure in love life...Don't hate me cause this is just beyond my control. Help me to enlighten this situation and entangle it off. Ya Allah......)=
Syafiqah
20First
Lil missy @ NP
Ignorant,NOT arrogant
Imma laughing box :B
I don't get easily impressed.
Staying strong and high
So be nice,cause I bite.
WiseWords
Happiness last longer than sadness.
Tomorrow is a new day.
Cherish your loved ones before too late.
Things last longer when U least expect it.
Pain makes U become stronger.
Always plan nothing
Smile is another way to show love.
Always expect nothing
Obstacles made u stronger in long run.
Don't judge the person by the story U heard.
Laughter is the smile that burst
