i've been reading all my old posts in my cyber diary..
and what i can comment is that,i did change. i am different than the girl last year. the girl that was 16 which now had turn a year older. i realised that i did better than last year and the year before.
and i am glad that i am changing to be a better person. well yes i know it should be slowly. so that i don't really make a big impact on myself.
people that i love does come and goes out of my life. but i know it should matter a lot. cause,i never want anybody to get out of my life. but,i did try my best to make them stay. what i can say is,i did my very best with all my will power that i have in me.
and every mistakes that i'd made, had made me become stronger each time and trying to avoid as much as i can on not to repeat it back. i am glad that i had try to solve all my mistakes in a right way without anyone's concern and protection.
i guess what Nzm had adviced me abt what had happened in my life,has it's own reason why it does happened to me. and i totally believe that it is very true.
now, i am looking forward to do the very best for my N level and to proceed onto another complicated level.
and i am sure that grandfather really proud of me even though i did fail and fall flat to the ground without any support.
i will do my very best in everything that are good and right for me. InsyaAllah. Ramadhan this year surely have many hikmah in everything that has happened.(=
