okay...
like seriously,i hate this month...
many ppl ard me are feeling down..
and thus, sometimes, i just have to pretend abt my feelings that i am doing okay.
no one will understands me.
do u think smile always mean that i am happy?
do u think so?
gosh,now, i am trying to stop looking back at the past.
but i just can't stop.
i keep on looking at the back.
shucks...wtf
does looking back do any good to u,eQah?!!?
i know by looking back,it is to go forward and achieve.
i guess i can't do it.
now,im just fuckingly fed up with my own feelings.don't ask me why.
cause i don't think i have the answers to that either.
now,i just pretend that i am doing okay.
so,don't ask me how am i.
cause the answer i will give will always be a lie.
don't ask me why.
i hereby declare myself that i have found a new enemy.
her name is Nur Syafiqah___________
i hate syafiqah.
i really hate syafiqah.
i despise syafiqah.
i really despise syafiqah.
syafiqah is useless.
syafiqah is very useless.
syafiqah is selfish.
syafiqah is good-for-nothing-girl.
i guess tomorrow the wheather will be cloudy. just like this afternoon. similar as my feeling...
Ya Allah....
show me the right and straight path frm this obstacles...
