hmmm
been having tough days for this week.
and i just wanna try to forget abt it and pretend that nothg bad had happen.
okayy...
on tuesday: school is as usual. weather isn't that good. i had no tuition for that day. no idea why tutor cancel it.had chemistry remdial after school. and feel much better after that as i don't have to return home early. hehehe
on wednesday: school start late and end early. but went to BPP with Jia Lin to return books and as im sick and tired of being at noisy home all by myself.. been so moody and i feel like im linked to the cloudy weather. hahaha. im glad i came to school. as i did feel distress due to my friends karenah...hehehe.they always makes me laugh at every single jokes they had made. hahaha. went for night study wit saf,kyn and tika..they had geography while im doing history. i understood much better for that subject now.(= after that,we crack lots of jokes in canteen and dad fetch safura and me back hme.(= kykyn and tika didn't tag along as they live far frm saf and me. sorry girls...heheh...
on thursday: absent frm school. as mum didn't wake me up and thought that im really sick. wahaha...and so,im dead bored at home. had no mood to do anything too.no idea why im turning this way. its like i am lifeless. the feeling just seems to be difficult to be describe.sigh... had a bad feeling at ard 5. then i've gotten news from my mum that fahter has just involved on a road accident. feel so scared and im very grateful that he is perfectly fien and had no injuries..Alhamdulilah. at the back of the van was terriblly damaged. sigh. followed father to BPP to get the photos printed. strolling ard the mall and bought myself 2 donuts. hees.
on today: feeling miserable when going to school. right after getting my f&n results. it look so shit! i hate it loads. and decided to go musical with H. but H is showing me the fucking attitude which now i think all boys are all the same. hah. all are faggots lah. and i hate everything abt them! they had really change my mindsets abt them. haix...watever it is,i just force myself to be strong and not to let them turn me down. assholics!!!
ciawz..
