now, i really feel that i really am falling. falling apart and fall flat to the ground.
i just wish that all this will nvr happens. why should this happen as a matter of fact i don't want or wish it to happen.
why is everyone ard me being so unfair towards me? i just wish that someone is here for me and hear me out.
stop being so unfair.. i just think that ppl just 'misusing' me for my 'kindness'. or maybe im just blind and don't know how to choose a friend. or maybe im just expecting more frm others in return for what i had done for them.. but all i know is that, i am not the type who wants something in return.. ppl who think of me that way has just misunderstood me or just don't understand me.
i am feeling so sick now. Gosh..tmr is the Mini FUNFIESTA. hope i'll be okay. a lil fun won't do harm to me,right? well i hope i will have fun. i just need that faggot for me to pour out to and all my GFs. or just anyone that i am comfortable with.
i don't know why i am having this guilt feeling of not united with my class.. i keep on having this stupid mindset that i don't and not belong to this class.. im not saying that i hate this class of mine, but i love this class loads!! but sometime i just feel kinda 'unwanted' i know that is a pathetic way to describe. but thats not wat i meant.. i just feel left-out...sometimes.
owh...watever..my heart is aching and im feeling fever-ish.. sheesh. school just started and i feel sick.WTF!!
maybe i'm just feeling too fatigue and haven't adapt to class 'environment'..wahahaah..LAME!!
my world is darken.i need light to my path...(watever)hahaha
